Diary of a Stiletto Junkie

The worst thing to see when you are all fat is hot skinny pics of yourself.

I can’t help that I am fat right now, which sucks.  These stupid steroids have me all jacked up and while I am only about 20 lbs too heavy with fluid right now (instead of 30 + last week) it still sucks.  I also have about 10 lbs in fat to lose once all the fluid is gone and I can move about properly.

So the other day I am emailed a bunch of my old modeling pics that had gotten lost in the shuffle… Sadness.  I miss my body:(  I want it back NOW

Patience is a virtue I was never blessed with