Diary of a Stiletto Junkie

Is it okay that I am not emotionally upset, just really annoyed?

I mean, yeah, I like the guy, but I wasn’t really very emotionally involved, just starting to be.

But damn it, you’re the one that oressured me for emotion.  Pressured me for something more than casual, for affection.  You’re the one that wanted to be the reason I stayed here, that wanted to be different than everyone else, that wanted to make me remember or believe or whatever.

And now YOU don’t want to be the one that gets tied down?  I didn’t try to tie you down.  I just went with the flow and decided finally that I would believe you.  That against my better judgement after all the effort you put in to making me believe you, I finally gave in…

But you don’t want to be tied down.  And worst of all, at 32 fucking years old, act like a man.  It’s not okay to just stop calling a girl after a month.  1 date, 2 dates, totally ok, but over a month, sleeping together, spending the night, talking every day, “I miss you” ‘s and everything else, NOT OK.